by getting a boyfriend and a "job" does it actually mean that you've adapted back to the life in Singapore?

Everyday I start my day by rushing off to work and then, finish the agenda of the day and by that end of the day, I'm too tired to do anything else and I only have the brain juice to just sit by my computer to play Pet Society and maybe watch some Gossip Girl.

I don't understand how did some people do it. They manage to readjust back their life back from US and then even manage to go to work everyday seemingly that nothing had changed. How can that be done?

Everyone seems to ask me to think about many stuffs happening around me... I don't want to think so much! Really, I don't have the energy to do so. Futhermore, there's so much things to think! Why does everything has to come all at once? It's peak period for goodness sake! And after the peak period, I need a break. And after the break, it's another peak period. What kind of battery can I use?

I need someone to talk to... But what about? I have no idea.. How should I start? I have no idea...

I really do need some enlightenment!! But I don't really feel like going to face another human being... I want to sleep in my bed forever. Never to get up ever again...