I'm a weirdo!~

Definitely!!

I'm so tired and this make my mood even worse...

When I saw people's blog remained constantly updating about themselves, their work, their interest stuffs about them and the world around them, I start to wonder- what is this blog about?

It's somewhere to vent out my anger and frustrations...

Oh well, this new year is getting to me... Everyone seemed to be moving and yet, I seem to be on a stand still judging the world from a point in the deep deep well. Gosh! What an irritant! What have I got to judge someone else, or any other person?

Sighz, let's just say my mind works more complicated then a automatic watch. The gears and wheels turn in a very complicated way. I stared at my empty screen for one second and after I read MS's blog, I realise I actually have tons to type... Like what?

For example, I didn't plan to get together with Colin, I didn't plan to carry on very long with Colin etc. In which I very much believe so and so does the fortune teller said, we'll break up soon... Guess this thing should worry me? and I guessed he actually wanted me to console him but all I could say was "Orh..."

Oh well, the tarot card reader back in New York said this to me "You're a psychic, why don't you believe in yourself?" Ya.. maybe I should believe in myself really... Life don't always turn on the way you plan and it is heading for the south most of the time!

PS: I heard this quote from a korean drama in which I think is very touching and very true...

"I like Spring. Because it comes without you knowing. And it goes without you knowing. That's why I like Spring."