Although I felt like blogging about something else, I have no idea where to start.
I haven't been heading out much last week and this week. Well, firstly cos Dear wasn't in Singapore for like 4 days but I guess distance sometimes does help pull relationship closer and further (depending how you'll see it).

Even though we know long-distance call is horribly expensive, we still chat on the phone for a long time. Maybe hearing each others' voice is a comfort telling each other we are actually surviving well without each others' companionship. If you think what I just typed was sweet, think twice, doesn't it sound pathetic? Coz it boils down to the fact that we got together because these 2 person were lonely, unhappy with life and is hoping each others' companionship does help each other to hide away from reality.

Oh well, I have no idea how to carry on, I'm tired and I'm feeling cold. How should I continue trying to stay alive? Is this some kind of sign that comes along with the world's recession? Everyone around me seems to be falling into depression too. Or is the world having depression instead? The Earth is Blue for goodness sake!!!!

Anywayz, I saw this few messages and I did feel comforted and important for that few seconds.
1. Dear msged me when he was at Hainan's airport saying "I'm coming home dear"
2. Dear msged me when he was at Changi airport saying "touchdown. I hear the pilot say reach Singapore then, my hand got the tinkering feeling to touch and hold you"

So for now, I should try to ease this feeling staring at all the soft toys that suddenly popped out in my room.