met up with sook, mark, long and lix for dinner yesterday...
i enjoyed the whole time together.. it was 4 hours in total..

1st mark was angry bout them being late for 18 mins..
but lix very li han... shifted his anger to sook... coz mark last met sook 3 years ago..
hahaha... so we ended up having a fight before dinner...

then we started toking bout mark's fling...
which is like he couldn't rem which...
even when i repeated the whole story about mr and mrs smith date...
how could he be so forgetful since we SHE knew about it!!! gosh... that's mark...

we crap quite a little dirtied my skirt with MILO DINORSAUR
and lix mentioned that "your dinosaur start to 發威"
that's a funny remark...

we practically crap from dinosaur to feeding your fren with food is the best way of dieting!
lol and everyone started feeding someone else while wearing a very very very innocent look on the face!!!
Awarded to lix... coz of his cute look!!! i laughed like hell...

then... sook suggested bout digging stories of the past...
secrets like who is not girl friend material and hu's on the list of consideration were all out...
and be surprise bout stories that really appear...

we talked bout 4 hours i reached home bout 12mn.
and din even get to play my cluedo!!!
argh! lend mi cluedo LIX!!!

hemp... tok to sook quite a bit...
about xiao hui and jy
there's a bit of realisation on the xiao hui conversation.
but a lot more on jy's... (for mi)

we are at the very start of the stage of planning for the future.
so coz of our very huge difference, outlook of life and thinking is very great.
so the previous entry was a failed discussion.

basically, he's a stubborn old man...
he dun listen and communicate with others....(kinda like my dad)
being scarificial and let ur younger bro enter U is not a very good idea.
he might have his own idea of getting a way bout there. loans and aids are available.
scholarship seems quite possible for him. worry bout urself b4 u can worry for the other.
coz when u cant even take care of urself, how are u going to feed him?

if u 2 enter U together, in the future, both of u can feed urself.
get a roof over ur head. and live happily ever after (almost...)
worrying about money is not a short term thing...
family may require the money now... but might not be in the next 2 to 3 years.
and within this few years, alot of things can be done....

working while studying can be a solution that is possible for both 2 of u...
much less say ur bro...
futhermore, u got a place in U... it's not like u have to study pte or overseas.
the govt will be damn happy for u to study and let them earn ur money...

going into chinese is not a bad choice. coz it allows u to have a wider work scope.
unlike NIE... u can only become a teacher... and a teacher for the rest of ur life...
if going into NIE means secure money, living a dream than wat bout studying chinese?
it's more secure to me coz u can find different types of jobs that require chinese.
other than living 1 dream, u can live many other more...

however, signing on is the worst choice of all! selling ur life to the govt!
u'll have to be their dog, their cow literally... they are ur master...
compensation is only 20k? ur life is too cheap!

making ur own decision b4 asking others is a bad idea...
coz u dunnoe wat's their decision...
y make a decision that u might disturb others and might regret urself...
u wouldn't wan ur kindness to be seen as pity...