yesterday was 12/3 so it's the 1st anniversary lah... n he was damn secretive bout the plans and all...
so since he made the effort, i din really ask him wat was the prog.
he wanted to have lunch at food court... which is so -_-"for mi... so i suggested a restaurant but ended up at swensen's. not exactly wat i tot, but nvm... not that bad for a start...
hehehe... he was damn hungry that he had 2 plates, i had only half of the pasta... n one glass of pistachio almond milk shake....
so after that went for movie, Hitch, at PS. then after go walk around got a espirt 'sweater'. and end of story... when i asked him if he still have any plans, he said actually there is but there was a careless mistake...
he said he wanted to bring mi into the theatre then go buy flowers, but PS no such shop. so sad... ended up nothing to do lor... kinda disappointed bout the whole day but well at least he mentioned wat he wanted to do...

i cant deny that hitch was not that bad... but i sort of regretted watching it... coz it made mi think too much... not in the sense that i reflect myself but in the sense that it made mi doubt myself even more. n that made the whole day even worse.
i couldn't be happy, i cannot bring myself to trust him... so ended up he was like counselling mi and he was a counsellor and im the patient. the feeling was damn tensed. and i feel like he's a stranger suddenly...
even when he offered to send mi home, i dun feel like it.. i feel like walking home alone. and even after he sent mi home, i couldn't bring myself to love it as much as before i've watched the movie. i couldn't feel that he love mi too. although watever he did was the same as before. maybe it's that i expected too much but got too little. or it's juz mi....